Disenchanted

These are some lyrics to one of my favorite songs by My Chemical Romance:

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.
It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting, Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean, Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to?
And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay
Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
At all, at all, at all, at all

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My tears have dried upon my face
as I watch your shrinking back.
So now I sit here in my corner
with this blade close upon my wrist.
And as the blood begins to flow,
I wonder if you'll ever come back...

Loner

You look at me with cold hard eyes
as I sit here in my corner.
And though I cry and call your name,
you turn your back, ignoring.
So now I lie and cry all night,
spread-eagle on my bedsheets.
And tomorrow you won't turn your back,
'cause I'll be six feet under.

Entry Four

Today is a complete one eighty for my mood. Yesterday, a friend of mine died. She commited suicide. Its was hard on all of her friends, and we will all miss her. I'm real exhausted today, so I don't feel like writing much. So I'll blog later.

Entry Three

Hey there!! I'm in Photography club, and there's nothing much to do. I'm listening to My Chemical Romance right now, Famous Last Words to be exact. I like that song. Oh, speaking of My Chemical Romance, the boys from the band made me videos for my birthday!!!! I kid you not, my readers, they each made me a video with pictures of themselves!!!!! it was so cool. I also got a burned CD with all their live stuff from when they were in Mexico and some other stuff they recorded. But anyways, I am now fifteen and so proud!! I also got a DVD: The Nightmare Before X-mas and two Twilight posters and a necklace. Its so cool. But now I'm just waiting till I can get my permit. Anyways, I'll post later. Bye!!! 

Entry Two

Welcome back. I'm sorry about the really bad first post, I didn't have a lot of time left in class (yes, I blog in class). But anyways, in this entry, I will descirbe to you what I look like, only because there's nothing else to do. I'm fifteen years old with chocolate brown hair almost to my shoulders, brown eyes, and a slightly tanned complexion. I'm five-foot-three and I am only seventy-five pounds, so please don't break me in half. My intrests are: drawing, writing, riding horses, reading, watching anime, etc. I have a thick southern accent, so please don't make fun of it. I am currently obsessed with My Chemical Romance and I admit that I am a Gerard Way fangirl. I am single and I have never had a boyfriend, and my favorite animal is a dog. My favorite breeds are German Shepards and Boxers. I am bipolar, and my mood usually depends on what I'm doing or what type of music I'm listening to. My favorite genres are country, rock, and metal. My favorite band is of course MCR, but I also like FOB and Green Day. I live in Colorado, but I am originally from the Flora-Bama line, and if you don't know where it is, get a map. I don't really like the cold and I LOVE the beach, but I'm not big on wearing bathing suits because I used to be emo and there are scars all over my legs (don't ask). But I'm not anymore so don't worry. I don't really have a preference for guys, but I guess my dream guy would be slightly taller than me, sweet, kind, dark-haired (prefferably black ^^), funny, not to pushy, funloving, tolerent (sp), etc. I'm not all that picky. Well, that's about it and class is about to end so I'll be back when I get back! See ya!!

Entry One

Welcome. My name is Panda. My real name is of no importance to you. Why should it? You don't know me from eve. But anyways, this will be my online journal for as long as I can keep it up. I have to leave for now, but I will come back later. Sorry for the horrible first entry. Try back later and maybe it'll be better.